anisah~ creations
sigh...so sleepy and bored but going china on 10 nov to 18 nov.YAY!more shopping and more on studying chinese.omg,it will be winter time,i am ssoo excited.
I wish I could just disappear from here.no one ever talks to me,yet I try and try,i dont want to just let him be on his own like this,I need him too,I need him so much .BUT WHY?why cant things turn out the way I want them to be,WHY?I am so despo at times,heh.sound so fake like a comic book.
I will forget you
even if I dont want to and I will live to find my reason for my existence.